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Kelsey Renee Diary Thursday 4, December 2008  

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My Thanx to those I love each and everyday! (Don't ask, but I think this should be done).
WARNING! Now, you will see me get sappy and emotional!

Family and Friends:
My wonderful mother and loving father, I know we don't always get along and I know that I am a pain in the ass, but we've been through so much over the years and now that the divorce is over and done with, this is a new chapter and I am still exploring. I know that you'll always be my parents (Oh great.. just kidding) and you need to know that I love you very much. You gave me this life and I love every minute of it. Through the bad and the good. I hope I haven't been too much trouble over the years, but if I have, think of it as payback for the hell you both put me through. (That was suppose to be funny, yet, it's so true). I LOVE YOU SO MUCH! - Kel

My lil Angels:
Quentin, Reese, and Michaela, our love could bury me alive! I love you each and everyday! I wish I could spend all moments with you! You show me a new road every day and I have been trying my hardest NOT to let you down! I never, EVER want to disappoint you! And hopefully someday, when you're older, you'll realize why I am sooo protective of you and see the reason why I would personally kick ass of anyone who would (even if slighly) hurt your feelings. And if I couldn't, I would find somebody who would. Our love is so strong that nothing can break it. I have given you a part of my heart to have forever. Be careful with that would ya!-Your auntie Kelsey!

Cody: Words are difficult to come up with! There are so many things to say and I can't think up all of them at once! You have done so much for me dammit and I have yet to tell you! You brought a part of me that I never thought I would feel again. It took me this damn long to find you and hot damn, if you're not perfect in everyway! I love you so much Cody and I know it's only been a month and a week now for us, but I feel so connected to you. There is something about you that makes me fall in love with you all over again! Everyday, there is something new. I look forward to expirenceing more new things with you. I will be there for you every single damn day! Cody, you are sooo perfect that not even the word 'Perfect' is the right word for you! I love you soooo much!!!! - KRH

Kelsey, Paige, Anita, Ashley, and Crystal: My Little Sisters. Hot Mamas! and my partners in crime! Our friendships have survivied a lot! I feel safe just knowing that I'll have you guys to talk too (for the times were Cody and I are too busy kissing that is! LOL). I feel so lucky and blessed to have you in my life! You girls are MY Golden Girls! I hope to share more memories and some old memories together. And someday, we WILL be the old ladies who live in a house together in Maimi! LOL (if only!) Thank You so much for being there for me! -kel

Uncle Dave: What can I say? I miss you soo much that it hurts! I wish I had been there when you needed me and I wish that you and I had more days to spend with each other. I love you very much and I am sooo sorry that I wasn't there. Please don't mind that I still cry. I miss you so much and the world isn't the same without you. We were not ready to lose you. Please keep watching over me and everybody else.-kelsey

Cody Wentz and Casey Conover: You two. I know that I don't know you and that you don't know me, but you are deeply missed and loved everyday. Cody, DUDE! Thank you for serving our country, I just wish that you could have came home. I would have loved to have met you! I wish I had the chance. But someday, we will meet. And Casey, there is no fucking doubt in my mind that it was you on that day, when I was at your grave for the first time. Thank you so much for letting me know that you knew that I cared. Thank you for letting me know that you saw me. I wish I had met you. I am sure you were a very nice guy and I wish that you were still here with your loving family. God bless you both. - Kelsey

To Everyone: Thank you so much for reading my songs. I am glad that you enjoy reading as much as I enjoy writing. Who knows, maybe you'll hear them on the radio someday. Thank you for all the support and ideas that you give me. You are awesome!!!! Again, THANK YOU SOOO DAMN MUCH!!!!!!!
My Looking Glass
by Kelsey Renee
Age: 21  Sex: F

1164 Entries
# Entry Date
1 Silent Angels part 2 25/11/2008 07:50 GMT
2 Silent Angels 25/11/2008 07:27 GMT
3 What Does a Girl Have to Do? 17/11/2008 02:43 GMT
4 I Wonder 17/11/2008 02:33 GMT
5 Never Gone 17/11/2008 02:27 GMT
6 Close Enough 17/11/2008 02:26 GMT
7 I Keep Falling 13/11/2008 02:33 GMT
8 I am in Love With You 25/09/2008 12:09 GMT
9 Severe Writer's Block 15/09/2008 05:54 GMT
10 N/A 14/09/2008 11:10 GMT
11 She's Your Daughter Too 07/09/2008 10:53 GMT
12 One Thing for Sure... 07/09/2008 10:39 GMT
13 Just Plain Angry 07/09/2008 10:14 GMT
14 Idiot 20/08/2008 12:46 GMT
15 I'll Always Be Me 15/08/2008 02:14 GMT
16 The Only One... 15/08/2008 02:13 GMT
17 Losing Minds 25/06/2008 09:02 GMT
18 Complete Me 25/06/2008 08:44 GMT
19 Judge Me! 22/06/2008 08:27 GMT
20 Not My Little Sister... 22/06/2008 08:11 GMT
21 Hurt too Much 22/06/2008 08:01 GMT
22 The Middle 17/06/2008 09:29 GMT
23 Better Lovers 17/06/2008 08:41 GMT
24 You Are Who I Need 07/06/2008 10:53 GMT
25 Anymore 07/06/2008 10:27 GMT
26 Lost 04/06/2008 12:27 GMT
27 Always Love the First... 04/06/2008 12:02 GMT
28 Lonely 03/06/2008 11:52 GMT
29 Finally! It's All History Now! 31/05/2008 02:05 GMT
30 Dontcha Remember? 31/05/2008 01:44 GMT
31 Just Wanna Know 25/05/2008 02:27 GMT
32 I Miss You... 25/05/2008 02:12 GMT
33 For Some Odd Reason Today... 23/05/2008 03:37 GMT
34 You Can Forget It 02/05/2008 10:09 GMT
35 Who's Right, Who's Wrong 02/05/2008 09:58 GMT
36 Maybe 01/05/2008 10:34 GMT
37 Our Little Angels 27/04/2008 01:43 GMT
38 Crystal Clear 13/04/2008 10:37 GMT
39 My Deepest Secrets (redone) 02/04/2008 10:11 GMT
40 Aric 28/03/2008 04:22 GMT
41 My Only Reason 28/03/2008 04:12 GMT
42 Used to Know 28/03/2008 04:11 GMT
43 Let Me Live 22/03/2008 12:44 GMT
44 I Remember When 22/03/2008 01:01 GMT
45 Broken You and Me 21/03/2008 08:55 GMT
46 Remember 21/03/2008 08:47 GMT
47 If Only You Knew 16/03/2008 12:29 GMT
48 Depend on Me 16/03/2008 12:20 GMT
49 The Only One 16/03/2008 10:56 GMT
50 That's All... 15/03/2008 01:35 GMT
51 My Plan 14/03/2008 08:21 GMT
52 Lived Among You 05/03/2008 12:03 GMT
53 Dead as an Excuse 05/03/2008 11:49 GMT
54 I Wish 05/03/2008 11:23 GMT
55 I Love You 03/03/2008 10:33 GMT
56 I Thank You... 03/03/2008 10:19 GMT
57 Blessed 03/03/2008 10:17 GMT
58 You're Lovely 26/02/2008 10:16 GMT
59 Cody Ray 24/02/2008 10:41 GMT
60 Always On My Mind 23/02/2008 11:11 GMT
61 So Well 22/02/2008 11:49 GMT
62 You Want, I Want 22/02/2008 11:45 GMT
63 Confusion 01/02/2008 02:03 GMT
64 I am Outta Here! 30/01/2008 09:03 GMT
65 I Miss You 30/01/2008 08:53 GMT
66 They Didn't Have 29/01/2008 12:05 GMT
67 Faith 29/01/2008 11:50 GMT
68 Forever in Our Hearts 22/01/2008 07:12 GMT
69 The Problem is Us 13/01/2008 06:44 GMT
70 I Miss The Most 11/01/2008 07:27 GMT
71 There It Is 05/01/2008 12:22 GMT
72 Treasure 05/01/2008 12:08 GMT
73 Too Much 04/01/2008 11:57 GMT
74 Crash and Burn 04/01/2008 11:56 GMT
75 Leave Me Behind Again 02/01/2008 08:44 GMT
76 Will You Ever Be Proud? 02/01/2008 08:38 GMT
77 Kiss Good-Night 01/01/2008 12:22 GMT
78 I Know Now 01/01/2008 12:08 GMT
79 You'll Always Be 24/12/2007 10:43 GMT
80 Still in My Thoughts 24/12/2007 10:35 GMT
81 Passion That Keeps My Dreams Alive 24/12/2007 10:28 GMT
82 This Is Life 24/12/2007 10:18 GMT
83 Stop Talking 19/12/2007 07:25 GMT
84 First in Line 16/12/2007 12:56 GMT
85 Of Me 16/12/2007 01:16 GMT
86 And You're Lonely? 16/12/2007 01:04 GMT
87 Of Course 04/12/2007 09:25 GMT
88 Fix It Yourself! 30/11/2007 10:38 GMT
89 I Think You're Stupid 30/11/2007 10:26 GMT
90 Bits and Pieces of Myself 23/11/2007 12:56 GMT
91 It's About Time 23/11/2007 12:43 GMT
92 Then You Came Along 23/11/2007 12:42 GMT
93 Get a Real Life 22/11/2007 10:47 GMT
94 Rape Victim 22/11/2007 10:35 GMT
95 Depression Obessession 18/11/2007 10:33 GMT
96 Our Home 18/11/2007 10:20 GMT
97 Believable 18/11/2007 10:08 GMT
98 Loneliness 18/11/2007 10:07 GMT
99 Hold Me 18/11/2007 10:05 GMT
100 Helpless 10/11/2007 12:41 GMT
101 I'm Jealous 10/11/2007 12:39 GMT
102 The Way You Love Me 05/11/2007 11:27 GMT
103 Not The One 05/11/2007 11:11 GMT
104 Dear You... 05/11/2007 10:49 GMT
105 As Well As Myself 05/11/2007 10:38 GMT
106 Scarred 04/11/2007 09:25 GMT
107 Trapped 04/11/2007 09:12 GMT
108 Downfall 01/11/2007 11:03 GMT
109 Hear Me... 01/11/2007 10:54 GMT
110 Through My Eyes 01/11/2007 10:43 GMT
111 Don't Cry Daddy 31/10/2007 08:38 GMT
112 Much Better 29/10/2007 02:22 GMT
113 If It Weren't for You 29/10/2007 02:07 GMT
114 Work Out 29/10/2007 01:58 GMT
115 Guess What 28/10/2007 12:37 GMT
116 I Think I Do 28/10/2007 12:13 GMT
117 I Knew It Would Be This Way 28/10/2007 12:12 GMT
118 Thank You Again 28/10/2007 12:09 GMT
119 Ask For 24/10/2007 10:30 GMT
120 Heart Breaking Secret 24/10/2007 10:29 GMT
121 In Your Shoes 21/10/2007 02:14 GMT
122 Always On My Mind 21/10/2007 01:56 GMT
123 Wouldn't Be Asking You 21/10/2007 01:43 GMT
124 I Trust You Enough 21/10/2007 01:32 GMT
125 I Never Thought 17/10/2007 09:12 GMT
126 No One Can Make Me 16/10/2007 11:56 GMT
127 Hold You 16/10/2007 11:54 GMT
128 Without You 16/10/2007 11:54 GMT
129 I Love You More... 16/10/2007 11:52 GMT
130 Pity 16/10/2007 11:45 GMT
131 Forget 16/10/2007 11:45 GMT
132 First Things First 16/10/2007 11:36 GMT
133 Admit It! 16/10/2007 11:34 GMT
134 Be Careful, Angels 16/10/2007 11:33 GMT
135 Better Then You 16/10/2007 11:29 GMT
136 Change 14/10/2007 09:04 GMT
137 Wonder of Your Broken Heart 14/10/2007 08:51 GMT
138 My Dear Goddess/God 05/10/2007 11:20 GMT
139 They Don't Know Us 05/10/2007 10:52 GMT
140 Messed Up 05/10/2007 10:50 GMT
141 Reborn 24/09/2007 11:43 GMT
142 So Immature! 24/09/2007 11:25 GMT
143 Sorry In The End 19/09/2007 11:22 GMT
144 It Just Takes a Moment 19/09/2007 11:00 GMT
145 Good-NIght Daddy (revised) 19/09/2007 08:52 GMT
146 I Promise You 18/09/2007 10:35 GMT
147 Once Upon a Time 18/09/2007 10:06 GMT
148 You're Still the One 16/09/2007 11:53 GMT
149 Here For You 16/09/2007 11:38 GMT
150 Same Ol' Deal 12/09/2007 02:13 GMT
151 September 11, 2007 12/09/2007 02:00 GMT
152 Take That! 16/08/2007 11:16 GMT
153 Deserve to Know 16/08/2007 11:02 GMT
154 Back When I Lost You 16/07/2007 02:29 GMT
155 I Need Too 16/07/2007 02:21 GMT
156 Beware 10/07/2007 10:46 GMT
157 Leave You Behind 10/07/2007 10:38 GMT
158 Blind 10/07/2007 10:30 GMT
159 Replaced 07/07/2007 02:38 GMT
160 Her 07/07/2007 02:19 GMT
161 Sick, Tired, Reason 07/07/2007 02:19 GMT
162 Cool Your Heels 07/07/2007 02:18 GMT
163 Only Reason Why I Hold On 07/07/2007 02:14 GMT
164 That Girl 07/07/2007 02:11 GMT
165 I Love You That Much 04/07/2007 11:29 GMT
166 I Like It Like That 02/07/2007 11:53 GMT
167 They Showed Me 02/07/2007 11:43 GMT
168 What The Hell? 30/06/2007 12:57 GMT
169 I Win 30/06/2007 01:12 GMT
170 My Little Angel (To My Future Child) 26/06/2007 12:38 GMT
171 Your Unhappiness 26/06/2007 12:28 GMT
172 Nobody Is Right 25/06/2007 07:18 GMT
173 Nobody Told Me 25/06/2007 06:54 GMT
174 I Can't Forget You 25/06/2007 06:42 GMT
175 Passion 25/06/2007 06:27 GMT
176 The New 21/06/2007 11:38 GMT
177 There's Nobody Else 21/06/2007 11:29 GMT
178 Conquered All 21/06/2007 03:06 GMT
179 You Don't Want To 21/06/2007 02:39 GMT
180 Raining 16/06/2007 11:14 GMT
181 Hurts Me As Much As It Hurts You 16/06/2007 11:02 GMT
182 The Only Man I Love 16/06/2007 11:00 GMT
183 Fought So Hard 08/06/2007 09:41 GMT
184 It's My Life 30/05/2007 09:05 GMT
185 Still Strong Enough 29/05/2007 01:33 GMT
186 My Own Story 15/05/2007 08:01 GMT
187 Difference 29/04/2007 11:50 GMT
188 Where I See Us 23/04/2007 12:23 GMT
189 No Doubt 14/04/2007 11:04 GMT
190 Almost Lost Me 14/04/2007 09:05 GMT
191 Without You 14/04/2007 08:52 GMT
192 I'll Always Be Me 14/04/2007 08:51 GMT
193 How to Love Me 06/04/2007 10:55 GMT
194 I Want You to Be the One 06/04/2007 10:55 GMT
195 Do This to Me 06/04/2007 10:34 GMT
196 Thanks 29/03/2007 12:42 GMT
197 Excuses 29/03/2007 12:36 GMT
198 Live a Little 27/03/2007 08:01 GMT
199 Still Here 20/03/2007 11:18 GMT
200 There's Just Something About Him 20/03/2007 11:00 GMT
201 There's Always Tomorrow 12/03/2007 07:36 GMT
202 We Get What We Deserve 11/03/2007 11:28 GMT
203 Bad Day 10/03/2007 09:22 GMT
204 Class of 2007 10/03/2007 09:11 GMT
205 Just Because... 10/03/2007 08:44 GMT
206 Care (To Casey Conover and Cody Wentz) 09/03/2007 07:38 GMT
207 All Because of You 05/03/2007 12:46 GMT
208 Idiot 05/03/2007 12:40 GMT
209 Fragile 05/03/2007 11:32 GMT
210 Moonlight 05/03/2007 11:18 GMT
211 Evil 05/03/2007 01:18 GMT
212 Only When You Kiss Me 05/03/2007 01:10 GMT
213 You're My Baby 05/03/2007 01:02 GMT
214 Not Worth Saving 02/03/2007 10:02 GMT
215 Question 02/03/2007 09:29 GMT
216 I am Not Gonna Die... 02/03/2007 09:18 GMT
217 The Day I Met You 27/02/2007 07:57 GMT
218 Let Go! 26/02/2007 12:48 GMT
219 I Will Always Hold On 26/02/2007 12:40 GMT
220 Does Your Heart Still Beat a Little Faster 26/02/2007 12:18 GMT
221 Lonely at Night 26/02/2007 07:33 GMT
222 Lovers 21/02/2007 08:00 GMT
223 Liar 20/02/2007 08:06 GMT
224 The Way You Are 20/02/2007 08:04 GMT
225 Dream Come True 19/02/2007 01:41 GMT
226 Before 19/02/2007 01:22 GMT
227 Not Giving Up 16/02/2007 11:01 GMT
228 My Everything 16/02/2007 10:50 GMT
229 Proud 12/02/2007 11:23 GMT
230 Didn't Stop Me 12/02/2007 11:14 GMT
231 How Can I Live? 12/02/2007 11:13 GMT
232 For All I Care 12/02/2007 11:12 GMT
233 Pretty Sure 12/02/2007 11:11 GMT
234 Truth Hurts 07/02/2007 10:49 GMT
235 Love You Right 07/02/2007 10:33 GMT
236 My Only Way Out 07/02/2007 10:22 GMT
237 One to Ten 06/02/2007 07:33 GMT
238 I Loved You Before I Met You 06/02/2007 07:24 GMT
239 You Know More Then I Do 04/02/2007 11:25 GMT
240 I'll Be 04/02/2007 11:16 GMT
241 Just By Being You 04/02/2007 11:15 GMT
242 One Year Ago Today 27/01/2007 10:25 GMT
243 Day in April (Part 2) 23/01/2007 07:38 GMT
244 New World 23/01/2007 07:25 GMT
245 About Forever 23/01/2007 07:15 GMT
246 Can I Be? 22/01/2007 11:26 GMT
247 We Are 21/01/2007 05:48 GMT
248 Not Alone 21/01/2007 01:24 GMT
249 Once Upon a Time... 18/01/2007 11:25 GMT
250 I Love You 14/01/2007 03:19 GMT
251 I Miss You 11/01/2007 07:30 GMT
252 Reality Wakes 09/01/2007 09:43 GMT
253 Love 08/01/2007 07:57 GMT
254 I'll Just Leave 08/01/2007 07:56 GMT
255 My Nightmare 08/01/2007 07:56 GMT
256 There Are No... 08/01/2007 07:55 GMT
257 Sounds Right 08/01/2007 07:54 GMT
258 27th Day of January 08/01/2007 07:51 GMT
259 Not Trying to Change 04/01/2007 08:03 GMT
260 Problem 04/01/2007 07:53 GMT
261 Broken 01/01/2007 10:57 GMT
262 Look Who's Talking Now 01/01/2007 10:34 GMT
263 I 01/01/2007 10:29 GMT
264 Some Loving All Night 01/01/2007 10:18 GMT
265 Someday 01/01/2007 10:11 GMT
266 Still One 01/01/2007 09:54 GMT
267 The Best You Ever Had 22/12/2006 11:10 GMT
268 So What 21/12/2006 08:02 GMT
269 Woman On a Mission 20/12/2006 08:14 GMT
270 Through the Black 20/12/2006 07:52 GMT
271 You Are Forgiven 19/12/2006 11:28 GMT
272 Ones Like Me 19/12/2006 11:15 GMT
273 I Don't Want to Leave 19/12/2006 07:57 GMT
274 Run to You 18/12/2006 11:17 GMT
275 Minute or Two 16/12/2006 09:35 GMT
276 Stand Beside Me 16/12/2006 09:23 GMT
277 Nobody Is Listening 16/12/2006 09:09 GMT
278 When We're Together 15/12/2006 08:07 GMT
279 Same Thing to Me 15/12/2006 07:56 GMT
280 Can't Imagine 13/12/2006 07:45 GMT
281 ...And It Was You 13/12/2006 07:27 GMT
282 I Didn't Know You 12/12/2006 08:13 GMT
283 Just As Lonely 12/12/2006 07:51 GMT
284 When I am With You 12/12/2006 07:40 GMT
285 Unimportant 11/12/2006 08:06 GMT
286 This is My Life 11/12/2006 07:36 GMT
287 Do On My Own 11/12/2006 07:30 GMT
288 How Did I Ever Get By Without You? 10/12/2006 11:45 GMT
289 NO! 10/12/2006 10:20 GMT
290 Don't Forget 04/12/2006 12:24 GMT
291 Never Going to Give Up 04/12/2006 12:15 GMT
292 What Can I Do? 04/12/2006 11:09 GMT
293 MY Life 01/12/2006 08:47 GMT
294 When You're Gone 01/12/2006 08:34 GMT
295 Don't Wanna Lose You 01/12/2006 08:10 GMT
296 Has to be Me 01/12/2006 08:03 GMT
297 Breakdown 28/11/2006 12:52 GMT
298 Sick of Being Lonely 28/11/2006 09:26 GMT
299 Interupted 28/11/2006 08:15 GMT
300 Let It Out 28/11/2006 08:01 GMT
301 I Don't Give Up 25/11/2006 11:00 GMT
302 Here 25/11/2006 10:48 GMT
303 Walk Away 20/11/2006 12:56 GMT
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